Festival of Colors

This weekend was so much fun. I went to the Hare Krishna temple in Spanish Fork Utah to the Fesitval of colors. My group of friends and I had so much fun and we are all planning on going again next year. For those of you that don't know what it is I will explain. It is a party where you throw bright colored chalk at each other and get all colorful. I would sugest this to anyone thinking about going to go. It was so much fun and most people would love it. But just a warning the color doesn't come out to easliy but it is all worth the trip.

What I Know

There is the saying that everyday you learn something new. Well here is something I know for a fact. I love that I can learn something new everyday. I know that there are time that life feels so repetive that nothing feels new but then you have that day that sticks out from all the rest and they are the best thing that can ever happen in a week of your life. The new thing that I have learned today is that no matter what happens if you love someone they will always be there for you no matter what happens to you or them and what happens to your friendship.

Life keeps moving

Last night while talking to one of my firends I realized that I have problems trusting men. Back when I was younger i was alwaysa being used and so I never knew what it was like to trust a man with my whole heart. I know that is the biggest thing that I am going to have to work on if I want to move on in life. I know that if I don't I am not going to be happy. I just hope that I can find the one guy that can change all of this for me later in life.

A New Addition

Last night my brother and sister-in-law had a new member come and join their family. Jaydain Cole Phillips was born on March second at 7:18 p.m. and he weighed 6 pounds and 6 ounces. My nephew is such a welcome addition to our amazing family and I cannot wait until the day that I am going to be able to meet him. So Jaydain Cole be prepared to join one of the craziest families ever. We all love you tons already. Love Your Auntie Becca.

Can't wait for Christmas

I love this time of year and there is always so much going on. I am so happy that my whole family will be together and that I will have my brother at home from Denver. Maybe I will be sick of him a few days after he comes home I know that I will be happy for a few days. Every time I see my brother Eric I don't realize how much I miss him till he is gone and its the same with all of my brothers I can't wait for them to leave when they are gone I always miss them. I can't wait till they leave but either way I love them. Yeah I said it I love my bothers.

Latest life updates

So many things have changed one is that one of my best friends has moved out of town now he is moving back and I still dont know if I want to see him yet. If I do see I dont know if I am going to yell at him or just be happy he is back. Also my brother David has left for culnary school and came back for Thanksgiving but he would not cook for us and show off those amazing new cooking skills he learned. Tomorrow my dad and too of my younger borthers are going to get him for Christmas. The other younger brother of mine had a major surgery on his throght and he had to have 50% of the back of his tounge and his soft palet removed and the toncels on the back of his tounge where removed and they had swelled up to the size of lemons. That is all that is new in my life.

Getting Better

Well after the last time I wrote a blog many things have happened my friend's brother's funeral happened and I went to that and it was really good I got to see his cousin and she is one of my best friends and then there is the fact that she is pregnant and it was good to see her and she is having a boy and I am so happy for her and I always feel like the one that is good but I know I'm not.