Moving On and Looking Forward

Well I keep forgetting that this exists and I am really starting to need somewhere to turn and just put my feelings into words.
In the past year and a half I met the love of my life and have been with him now for over nine months. Now I feel like I don't belong in Torrington. You know when you get the feeling that something isn't right for you and you need to change it and get away and find where you are supposed to be. Well that is how I am feeling. I have decided that i am going to move from Torrington where to I don't know but for right now I am waiting for two months until my boyfriend is able to go with me because of past issues and then I am going to save every cent of my pay and leave if he wants to go with me he can but if he doesn't that is fine I am going to make it work to the best of my abilities.I want to say that I am happy with my descion that I made to stay here and work and live with my family, but I am not and I guess it would have to do with just how I feel about the people that are here.

Family Reports

It has been a year since I moved back home and I know that I wanted to go back to Rock Springs by this point but my plans changed. I am going to be staying here to work on my nursing school and work out at the Wyoming Medium Correctional Insitution (A Prison for men) with my dad, mom, and my uncle. My older brrother Eric has been home with us fro a while out here but now he has his own home with his girlfriend and their son and her parents and their son that is around the same age. David, my other older brother, has just come home from another year at school and will be starting work at a bakery that is going to be opening just across the parking lot from my job. The owner also works with my parents at WMCI. Next comes Brent he is doing so well I cant believe that he will be 19 this summer. Most people said he would never make it to five, never acclompish anything, or he should just be put in a home all because he has Down's syndrome; but he has showen all of them to watch them eat there words. He and I just got home form another journey to the Wyoming Special Olympic games in Larmie where he recieved 1 silver medal and 5 bronze. How is that for never acclompishing anything. Craig now at the crazy age of 17, has been doing so great comparred to all of the drama he faced last year. He has one of the most amazing girlfriends named Dakota and he is so happy that all of the problems he had at the school are in the past. Finally Alan he is now 16 I cant believe how much we have all grown up. He went to prom with Craig and Dakota and a group of their friends. He has been involved in plays and musicals thoughout the year and right now he and Craig are rehersing for a show that they are going to be putting on in about a week. Its crazy but they are so happy. Finally onto my mom and dad now that their kids are starting to have lives of their own they are now going on about a date a week and they couldn't be happier. They know that they have a place to come home to everynight with food in their fridge and happy children. They feel as if they couldnt ask for anything better. Finally onto more with me. I have been working at Arby's now for about nine months and I absolutely love my job. I know that I dont want to be there the rest of my life but for now it sutis me just fine. I cant wait to get back to school and keep on learning more and more every day and I cant wait until the day I get my degree and I can start my life as a nurse. The only thing left to say is 3 more weeks and I will be a full legal adult because it will be my 21 brithday. 20 days and counting. All right lets get the party started.

New Updates

I have been home now for about 5 months and I love it so much. I am so happy to be here. My brother and sister moved in with us about 2 months ago with their son and he is such a joy to have in the house. I have made amazing friends and I have people that I can talk to anytime I need them. I was dating this guy for a little while but I am no longer with him and I know it is better for me because I knew he and I would never work. That is about all right now.

Finally Going Home

After 5 months of being in Rock Springs and not seeing my family for 5 months I am going home tomorrow. I can't wait to see them again and too visit that little boy that has joined my family and see my sister-in-law. I know that I will be one of the happiest people in the world and I can't wait to go and just sit at home and visit with my family and see everything that is going on with them.

I put the Pro in Procrastination

I have such a problem with getting my work done. I don't know why work takes me so long I think it is because unless I have time in class I never see a need to do it. I just wish that I had something or someone sitting at my side telling me and reminding me to get it done mayeb then I would get stuff done but I am on my own so I need to do it for myself.

Think About Your Attitude! Not Someone Else's!

I am so tired of everyone getting upset at each other. Take credit for you own mistakes and stop blaming everyone else.
I may sounds like I am complaining but my point is eveyone should just cool down we only have 2 more weeks until school is over and we should really start trying to get along. I really wish that things could be different but the problem is no one wants to change how they are and until the day that they do change they are going to get on each others nerves. I just wish that every on was nice enough to just take a minute and think how you might have caused a problem or maybe hurt someone that day nad maybe then you might be able to change your attitude and help someone else have a better day.
How about we make this a challenge and see how many people see a difference in their attitude or someone elses. It just might make a change in your life.

Best and Worst

I am so excited because I get to meet my nephew tomorrow. So that is my best. The worst is that I have been crying all day and I can't seem to figure out why but other than that it has been and great day and I get to have an Inseption party tonight. I am just can't wait until I get to meet that little guy and hold him for a few hours and love on him all day long.